I don't know what to do

I've noticed that I'm the only consistent editor on this wiki for the past few days. Doug and TG have been almost non-existant, and Layten has only edited a few times as well. I've laso noticed that HHW is extremly active and I kind of wantto move my things to that wiki but I can't bring myself to do it after what happened in 2015. What should I do? Continue working here andd only see 3 editors half of the time or move to HHW and live with the guilt/anger/remorse from 2015? Or is it just me because being a lonely introvert and having a really short patience?